[I said, I'm not mad-]

[He just lets out a frustrated noise.]

It's not about you, Lalli! It's about me. It's just about me.

[He shakes his head.]

Imagine if...someone killed Kon. And then because you...felt like you had to, you just shoved everything back! You pretended it was okay! And people just let you feel that, because it was so nice for them not to have to acknowledge that. I was the one who didn't speak up! I was the one who failed myself....I did...