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Lalli Hotakainen ([personal profile] silentscout) wrote2021-06-15 02:56 pm
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MANDI SHITPOST LATER
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[personal profile] duranduel 2021-07-25 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
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[So Lalli understands that...he gives him a sympathetic look.]

Survival can mean only so much when you're sabotaging yourself every day, Lalli. It feels like I've been cutting off pieces of myself just to make everyone happy.

[And he's done with that. He's become bitter. He doesn't want to be selfless anymore.]

People have their own loved ones. Their own worlds. I'm not going to sacrifice myself anymore just to see if I can be a part of that.
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[personal profile] silentscout 2021-07-25 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
...if you've made up your mind on it then I'll leave it be. I don't want you to cut off pieces of yourself just so we can keep being friends. It's not fair to you.
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[personal profile] duranduel 2021-07-25 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
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[Friends...]

[.....]

[He just starts. Crying. Sorry, Lalli.]
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[personal profile] silentscout 2021-07-25 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
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[He is internally panicking because he has absolutely no idea if he should step in to help Mandi or if this is one of those times he should walk away. His brain is saying "he already told you what to do" and his heart is saying "oh no my friend is crying I have to help".

He might regret it later but for now he's going to listen to his heart, and he pulls the sleeve of his shirt up over his thumb and steps in to try and dry Mandi's tears. But he's also moving slowly enough for Mandi to tell him no if he doesn't want help.]
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[personal profile] duranduel 2021-07-25 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[He looks like he wants to just push him away, but he's just so exhausted that he only lifts his hand and lets it fall.]

[He just keeps shaking his head.]

[You don't need to waste your time on me. Please.]
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[personal profile] silentscout 2021-07-25 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[I never waste my time on anything. Everything I do is important. You're important.

And he's still standing there, wiping at the tears on Mandi's face.]
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[personal profile] duranduel 2021-07-25 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[....]

[He grits his teeth.]

Just...just give me some time, okay, Lalli? [Because his emotions are really doing a number on him from those thoughts, wow!!] Just...give me some time....
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[personal profile] silentscout 2021-07-26 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
...okay.

[That's where he pulls away, because 'give me time' means space too in Lalli's mind.]

We have time.
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[personal profile] duranduel 2021-07-27 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
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[I keep hurting people, don't I?]

...Yeah. [And he's standing up, shaking his head. You're my friend.] Time. That's right.

[And he's walking away, bye!]
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