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Lalli Hotakainen ([personal profile] silentscout) wrote2021-06-26 09:50 pm
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headsplitter: why do we all have nipples? why ([055])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ He just continues to sit there... a dejected giant. ]

I don't get why she'd kill, either.
headsplitter: due to mental illness should I just hurt others physically ? ([091])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
I don't... I mean, I just -- [ Wrings his hands a little, and sets them back down, defeated. ]

I don't have a reason to kill Molly. He and I were -- we were really similar.
headsplitter: why do we all have nipples? why ([055])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
...I get it, but...

Lalli, I don't think it's like what was going on with Rupert and Byleth.
headsplitter: Where can I buy a frog? (Not for sexual reasons)? ([054])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
I think...

When Beau punched me, she... I felt something weird. Something different, and horrible well up inside of me.

I'd felt it, before... before coming here.
headsplitter: who am I? ([099])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
...Maybe.

[ He just tilts his head a bit downwards, looking really impressed. ]

...What if... what if whoever did that, that's who I really am?

[ And then, for a brief moment -- just a moment, Lalli might be seeing someone different. But it's just for a moment, and as soon as he blinks, double-takes, glances back, or anything -- he's just himself again. ]
headsplitter: I'm stupid but really strong and tough so since society has something against me ([090])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Just realized my last tag says 'impressed' instead of 'depressed' I'm in tears.

But he does glance back up at Lalli, then down. Just fiddling with his fingers a little bit.
]

It's a shit answer to give to people who are angry or sad at a place like trial and it's clearly not going to work as a clearing thing.

[ ... ]

But...

...Thanks, Lalli.
headsplitter: Is Rainbow-Trout a good name for a baby girl? ([016])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not about wanting to tell more than that...

I never even knew it was a thing that could happen. To begin with.

[ He drops his gaze, once again. ]
headsplitter: If You Pump A Haunted Cellar Full of Concrete, Does It Get Rid of the Ghost? ([079])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-04 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't know what I did that you'd believe this hard in me, but.

Thanks, Lalli.
headsplitter: Is Rainbow-Trout a good name for a baby girl? ([016])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-05 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Noooo Lalli... ]

...Never been asked that question. [ And he's never even thought about it. 'Cause, you know, he's always so happy and seemingly invulnerable to the miseries of the world. But he's not also about to reject Lalli on the spot here. ]

Sure.
headsplitter: why do we all have nipples? why ([055])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-05 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

He just accepts it. God I wish I was at the canonpoint where I could share this mem just for this but know this happens in canon too and it's very sweet.
]

...Thanks.
headsplitter: Is anime making me gay? ([065])

[personal profile] headsplitter 2021-07-05 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly, with how executions go, it's likely he'll probably die tomorrow. Caiman's never really thought about death as much as he's faced it all the time -- hell, he went in without fear nor hesitation towards a Sorcerer with a hammer who literally cracked a hole in his skull with the end of it, not even letting go when the hammer claw buried itself in his neck.

He's not afraid of death. He's barely even considered it. And he doesn't want to die, either -- so there's little choice for him to face execution the way he's always done.

As himself, no thoughts, only to do what must be done.

But he does pat Lalli on the arm.
]

It'll be fine, yeah. Though I guess, maybe don't come to execution tomorrow just in case.

[ Sike everyone showed up. ]

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