[ is he? kon doesn't feel like he is. he feels like he's 16 and in over his head, a feeling that wiwaldi has instilled in him far too many times.
but he pushes his way through it, in and out of the spiraling panic attack that he's been staving off. he focuses on the texts on his phone, focuses on lalli, and tries not to chase the despair of this place. breathe in, breathe out. hold, one, two, three - ]
i won't let that happen. it's ok.
[ he'll make sure everyone understands, the way he does. ]
[For as much as Kon supports Lalli through all this shit he's having trouble handling, maybe it's Kon's turn to be supported. Lalli would very much like to help him in ways beyond 'take his mind off of everything for a while.']
Okay. I believe you.
[He's going to keep saying that, over and over, because he gets the feeling that Kon wants to be believed.]
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Date: 2021-07-25 05:21 am (UTC)but he pushes his way through it, in and out of the spiraling panic attack that he's been staving off. he focuses on the texts on his phone, focuses on lalli, and tries not to chase the despair of this place. breathe in, breathe out. hold, one, two, three - ]
i won't let that happen. it's ok.
[ he'll make sure everyone understands, the way he does. ]
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Date: 2021-07-25 04:55 pm (UTC)Okay. I believe you.
[He's going to keep saying that, over and over, because he gets the feeling that Kon wants to be believed.]