[Mandricardo is the type of friend who like. Bypasses his own social anxiety if he sees someone else suffering from Anxiety like no. Stop that.]
Lalli...I mean, sex can be about just askin' for it...but most of the time, it's a natural thing that sort of happens as like...a progression of things. Like, um. You kissing Kon at that party. Were you feelin' overwhelmed?
[It's too bad that this isn't emotionshare week because then Lalli could just share how utterly uncomfortable he feels when being touched most of the time. As it is, the words too much come across clearly in his mind, which is the best way he can think of to describe what happens.]
Mhmm. It was weird, we hold hands and kiss all the time and it's not a problem, but that-
[-like wearing an itchy shirt and just wanting to rip it off but you can't because it's your own skin-]
Of course it does! If you are uncomfortable if it goes too fast...there's nothing wrong with slowing it down. Sometimes, to just explore someone else's body and allowing yourself to get comfortable with it in return...that's incredibly intimate.
The point is...if Kon really loves and respects you, he should be fine taking it at the pace you want to.
[And he's looking seriously at Lalli.]
If he ever makes you feel like you're forced into it, or he makes you uncomfortable just so he can get what he wants out of ya...you have every right to leave and tell him to fuck off, okay?
He has to respect you, but you have to respect him too. Running away is like...slappin' him in the face. Believe me, I know how hard it is to say stuff, but...if you love him, you should try to.
[Flashbacks to how he keeps tucking himself against Kon and holding his hand when he's worried or anxious. Kon's so much bigger than him that it's easy to do.]
That makes Lalli smirk, and then he takes off too. He's not strong, but he's fast and soon enough he'll be catching up to Mandi. Agility Rank A, meet Agility Rank S.]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasure
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 05:27 am (UTC)[Just putting his hands against the sides of his face and staring down at the ground.]
Anyways, that's. Um. Another way! It feels good when you're...stimulated like that.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 05:35 am (UTC)I can't ask Kon to do that! It doesn't matter if it feels good, I'll die asking!
[Yeah surprise he's been thinking about this ever since Saturday.]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 05:38 am (UTC)[Mandricardo is the type of friend who like. Bypasses his own social anxiety if he sees someone else suffering from Anxiety like no. Stop that.]
Lalli...I mean, sex can be about just askin' for it...but most of the time, it's a natural thing that sort of happens as like...a progression of things. Like, um. You kissing Kon at that party. Were you feelin' overwhelmed?
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 05:46 am (UTC)Mhmm. It was weird, we hold hands and kiss all the time and it's not a problem, but that-
[-like wearing an itchy shirt and just wanting to rip it off but you can't because it's your own skin-]
-mmm.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 05:54 am (UTC)[Hmm.]
Would you have preferred it if he took it slower, maybe?
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 06:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 12:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 12:53 pm (UTC)Alright, I understand.
...thanks?
[He's not sure if he should be thanking Mandi for this talk, but the thought is there.]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 12:57 pm (UTC)[And he's looking seriously at Lalli.]
If he ever makes you feel like you're forced into it, or he makes you uncomfortable just so he can get what he wants out of ya...you have every right to leave and tell him to fuck off, okay?
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:08 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:09 pm (UTC)[A beat. He's remembering the images from earlier.]
But don't, um. Run away. Just say it.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:30 pm (UTC)He has to respect you, but you have to respect him too. Running away is like...slappin' him in the face. Believe me, I know how hard it is to say stuff, but...if you love him, you should try to.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:42 pm (UTC)...I know. This stuff is important, that's why I asked.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 01:52 pm (UTC)If I can help you, then...I'm glad. You and Kon are good together.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 02:13 pm (UTC)[And Mandi is easy to bully so he's not worried about him blabbing any of this to anyone.]
...I don't really know what 'good together' is, but being near him is nice.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 02:28 pm (UTC)[One of them was the experienced one with that stuff, and it wasn't Mandricardo.]
[But he smiles slightly at that.]
He makes you feel safe, doesn't he?
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 02:33 pm (UTC)[Flashbacks to how he keeps tucking himself against Kon and holding his hand when he's worried or anxious. Kon's so much bigger than him that it's easy to do.]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 03:04 pm (UTC)[A light smile.]
He's a really kind guy. And I think he must feel lucky to have you.
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 03:24 pm (UTC)[He seems a little antsy, and Mandi will be able to catch a flash of -can't talk about that- before Lalli stands up suddenly.]
Let's do the obstacle course.
[Topic change time! Feelings are too hard!]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 03:26 pm (UTC)[Being in love is exciting and nerve-wracking so, like...yeah, I get it.]
Um. Sure. Race ya?
no subject
Date: 2021-07-22 03:39 pm (UTC)Mhmm. First to the end wins.
[I'll be nice and see if he can keep up first.
Yeah he's totally underestimating Mandi whoops.]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-23 04:16 am (UTC)[That's definitely a smirk on his face when he hears that thought.]
See you in the dust, Lalli.
[A little salute-! And HE'S OFF LIKE A ROCKET. The power of Agility Rank A! He's pretty good and nimble when it comes to the obstacle course, too.]
no subject
Date: 2021-07-23 04:34 am (UTC)That makes Lalli smirk, and then he takes off too. He's not strong, but he's fast and soon enough he'll be catching up to Mandi. Agility Rank A, meet Agility Rank S.]