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silentscout

People can't just see into my head and get my intentions.

[Kon can, that's why I- nope, cutting off that gay thought now.]

And even if they could, not everyone would agree with what I did. So if they don't want to forgive me, I get it.

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feytality

I think maybe just... explain yourself, and hope for the best. Most people will understand, I think.

.... I'm kind of glad, though? That you protected them. Even when I was [ makes crazy motions ] I never wanted anything to happen to Dimitri. Him trying to protect me so hard kinda freaked me out, actually.

And Lux has been suffering for so long.... I knew something was wrong, but... I couldn't....

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silentscout

Even that doesn't always work. It's already hard enough to communicate even without all the murder stuff. Sometimes it's like everyone is having an entirely different conversation that I can't hear half of and I have to try to guess what it is based on the half I can hear.

[But that's not as important here, I can get by.]

There's a lot of things we couldn't do. But that's why we do what we can, when we can. So that the burden on them is less.

...I tried to offer to kill someone for her, so she wouldn't have to. I'm used to killing. But she immediately said no.

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feytality

Hmm.... well, I think you're kind of awkward, and you can be a jerk, but you have a good heart, inside. So that should come across. [ thanks maya ]

I know what you mean. To be honest, I'm relieved that I was caught... and that neither of them were really in danger.

I don't think she'd want something like that. I think she'd still feel responsible.

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silentscout

[That is honestly on par for what a lot of people say about Lalli, so he sort of just nods along.]

...I really hope this is all over. I don't want someone to be compelled to kill you. Just like I didn't want someone to be compelled to kill them.

From:

feytality

Me, too.... but we're all together again, so I think that chapter in our lives is behind us. Now.... we just have to figure out what to do about the story.